[Rockstar Penguin]

Posted at 22:48h : My boyfriend...
...is extremely attractive.
...makes me very happy.
...sometimes makes me wonder if he wants me around, but i know he does. It's just nice to hear that I'm wanted/needed sometimes.
...loves me.
...will eventually be my husband.
...is absolutely perfect for me.
...gets me jealous of his friends and even job because i'm too needy.
...makes me want to be a better person.
...is far too good for me.
...makes me insecure about myself by being awesome.
...will be the father of my cute children.
...has an amazing hair color and skin tone.
...has a freckle constellation in the shape of a heart.
...keeps me trying to make him happy.
...makes me feel special when i think of all the sweet things he used to do for me like flowers and special dates and notes.
...is level 21 right now.
...smells like heaven rolled in an OMG AMAZING taco of smell and heaven.
...was my first everything.
...is my only. ever.
...is gonna do so well in school, even though i'm afraid for him. It's gotta be hard going back and trying to get in again. I don't think I'd be strong enough.
...is stuck with me.

...is the most beautiful person i know, inside and out.

Posted at 14:26h : You know the best part about my boy reading my LJ? I can still post honestly in it. That's a kind of trust I didn't think I would ever have. Like I know, that he'll see how I hate when he's sad and always think I'm to blame, or I could've been a better girlfriend. And he'll know that I am absolutely in love. And That's ok. He'll also see how I wanted to be close to my dad all along, but now I'm afraid to show that weakness and call him.

I've never felt better about myself, just because he loves me. And I hope he feels the same way.

My boy is amazing, and that's a truth of truths, worthy of this journal.

<3Kristy